Dear Greeny Breeny,
It's funny how crushes work. Its coming close to 7 years since I've liked you. Dont worry no obsession but no one else has even come close to making me fall head over heels like i did with you.
Sometimes I wonder what made me fall for you. I guess it happened the first day in our english class when you walk..no scratch that stroll in late to class and all heads turn to see who had the nerve to come to class late the first day. Somehow that feeling is indescribable...a rush came over me felt like I knew you from somewhere before but that is impossible. We're both from different ends of the country one in the far end north while the other is far down south.
I guess the saddest part about me falling for you is not the impossibility of being with you...which is true but the inferiority I have acquired through this past 8 years from being an 18 year old girl to one who is turning 25 in less than a month. Having a close friend in college then who was the most sort after girl made me realize you will never liked me. I have nothing to offer compared to my friend who was the full package, pretty, smart, kind and everything you could ever want.
I read this article or rather a post secret posting on a guy falling for a girl for 6 years and never had the guts to tell her...and reading the comments made me realize many of us are in the same boat. Secretly, in my heart I wish this guy would read the comments, which he may not have seeing that it's in post secret archives and not the main page..that he would approach her even if it's been 6 years...sometimes it takes some effort to achieve what we really want. Maybe there would be a happy ending to his story if he did. It's amazing how a small picture could touch so many hearts and make others pour their heart out to others.
Unfortunately....I would never have the guts to say it out loud...Its been a touch 4 years living in the States but I wish you all the happiness in the world..........
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
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