An Emo a Day Keeps the Doctor at Bay

My parents just left for NYC before flying back home....

No sense of emotion has yet to set in simply because it feels as though I had just dropped them off at the mall and will be picking them up soon in an hour or so....

While I was waiting for my parents to pass through the security point at the airport, my dad waved once to say goodbye...but I felt like those stupid tears would come trickling down so instead, I told him, " Pa...don't forget to remove your shoesT_T".

Clad in a crumpled shirt and a pair of shorts, while hugging a blankie my mom left in the car, I waited for them to pass through those gates all in the watchful eye of the guard who must have looked at me like I was a potential weirdoT___________T

Funny how ironic life can get....

Among the 5 people I care most for and would love to have by my side at the top of my head:

1, 2=Parents
3=sister
4=sookimani
5=blubbie

Instead, I have 5 other people I constantly meet up with instead:

1=the mailman,maillady
2=the dog that tries to poo in front of my house
3=the man at panera who tried to clear up my plates just cause i have been sitting there for an hour stealing/no it's using their internet
4=Does patrick my toy plushie count?(oh no...i am officially a hermit in distress!!!)
5=does my car counts???????

Oh well....

On an interesting note here are some amazing entertainment moments when my parents were around:

1. My mom and I were making soap opera out of the lives of my two neighbors an older lady and a mid 40s man. they both also live in a studio just like me only two doors away.....my mom and I think that they are having an affair hohoho...okayla..romantically linked because they are both without family..affair means must be behind back right..cough....unfortunately my dad doesn't see our point in pursuing thisT_T and claims no la they are just friends....all because the man not handsome woman older=________________=

2. my father doesn't always side me!!!!!! i saw a lady must be one of the neighbors la okay around my front compound with a doggie so i instantly thought eh she brought her dog to poo in front of my house!!!!!then my mom who was in the shower came out and I told her about it...then my father says no la....not the usual dog pooing neighbor...so i agreed...adding on "ya she looks like a Jamaican lady" the you noe instead of nodding his head like a dad should...he goes" no la..where gotT_T" then i say got la see her skin color he goes...how I noe what race she isT________T the only jamaican I noe is bob marley...you tell me laT_T how to sayang him moreT_T

okay to be continued battery lari gone liao