Grr...

Grrrr.. I'm so mad.. I just want to bitch.. not about a girl... but a GUY... he's pissing me off since school starts.. It's quite a long story, if I were to make you understand the whole situation... but I don't care, bear with me =P

Well, to start off, I knew him in class last year.. He always sits in the row that is in front of me and one day he suddenly kept on turning back to look at me, then he asked me whether I was taking the other class as well.. and I was like yeah and we started talking.. After a few encounters, he asked me for my msn and phone number.. and he started talking to me on msn and through sms... then one day he told me, on msn, "You know something? If you weren't attached I think I would have fallen in love with you." Okay, I was quite surprised to hear that from someone I have only talked to several times. And he asked me whether I will avoid him, of course I have to say no, and so I met him sometimes for lunch or to study together blah, he tried asking me out for movies and stuff but I rejected, I only meet him in campus.

Then one day after exams, he started asking me for the msn of the girl who always sits beside me in class. I asked him whether did he know her, he said yes, they've talked on the bus on the way home. So I just gave him without thinking. And who knows one day I happen to know that the girl is blocking him on msn, so I went to ask her, and she told me that he is very irritating always bugging her on msn, and always asking her to go out with him, which she of course rejected too.

I realised that he is pretty desperate.

And then came the new semester, as I took two classes with him, he was like asking me to reserve seats (err... the kiasu culture of nus) for him for the lectures, I did. And it happened that my friend who went to UK with me was in one of the classes, and so I always sit with her (partly to shake him off) and he, tagging along, will sit with us too.

Soon I noticed that people who he always say hi to while walking along corridors are mostly girls. And I wondered whether he had confessed to them all (and got rejected XD)

Before long he was asking me for my friend's msn. Knowing how he pestered my other friend in the last semester, I didn't want to give him. And he started asking me, "Why cannot?" "Is she that private?" I don't want to ruin my friend's image and let people misunderstand her as some cold heartless girl, so I went to ask for her permission and warned her that he used to pester my friend. She said okay and that she will ignore him if he pesters her too much.

And soon soon I noticed that he became extra nice to her in class and stuff. And she started complaining to me that he is pestering her ALOT, even to the extent of asking her to sms him when she gets back from lab, messaging her good night everyday, asing her out during her birthday to treat her to dinner. Of course, she didn't like him at all. (I must tell you, he is NOT good looking at all okay! Small guy, nerdy look)

During the holidays, I broke up with ah yeff and for some reason he asked about ah yeff or something and I told him. Then he started asking me out during Christmas eve and stuff, and I quickly told him I have to go back to Malaysia. Next weekend he asked me again, same excuse. So he asked me out on one Monday for dinner instead, I was abit bad lah... I told him "If you want to eat dinner come to the area near my workplace, I don't want to travel so far just to eat dinner.. and I don't want to eat too expensive stuff.. food court can le.." That's because I want him to back off and stop getting ideas about me just because I broke up. And by the way, if you really treat me as a friend, you wouldn't mind right? Then after that I didn't ask him to confirm about the dinner, until he asked me the day before, I just said okay. Then on that day itself he said he'll go home to eat dinner instead. Haha.. my strategy worked. After that he tried to ask me out during weekends, but thank god I am always at home, so I just tell him I'm in jb.

Then now comes the new semester, and the day before school starts, the girl whom he has been pestering came to chat with me on msn. She said that the guy asked her to reserve a seat for him for class tomorrow. I was like WHAT? He didn't mention anything about sitting together in class to me at all, even when we were talking about what classes we're taking this semester!! I mean, I have been sitting with him in class last semester and now he was like wanting to sit with her and brush me aside!! I'm quite pissed off at him. (Then I realised he hasn't been talking to me much on msn) My friend didn't want to sit with him so we devised a plan, she will only reserve one seat and I will come before him and grab that seat. I don't mind being the bad guy here =D But the plan failed, I came late and I had to sit alone for the first class, not like he cares.

Then the same day, my tuition kid was asking for gloves from lab to play with (lame interest I know =_=) I used to ask the guy to take a pair of gloves from me once last semester, and he agreed. But I was quite mad at him dumping me alone in class, so I asked my friend instead. But she refused, saying that there are always people in her lab and she can't take the gloves. So I had to ask him again. And he was like giving me that kind of stuck up attitude, whining and whining and whining.. "Don't want lah, I lazy to always take gloves for your tuition kid." "Why must it always be me? Why don't you ask her(my friend)?" Then when I told her she can't, he was like "Excuses, I did that when there's people around too" At first I beared with it and I even said PLEASE and THANK YOU to him. But he went on complaining and complaining, and finally said "I shall ask her myself" (Like if he ask she will agree for his sake =_= who does he think he is) I was getting more and more pissed off at him. If you can't just say can't, why the hell are you giving me this kind of lousy attitude like I owe you a big favour. For f***k's sake, it's just a pair of F***king gloves!!! Not like I asked him to lend me 5k or rob a bank or something!! (Shit, I shold have scolded him on msn yesterday, asking him why is he getting so worked up on a pair of gloves)

In the end he asked me to remind him on Wed, which is today, but I'll never beg him again!! !@^%#&@ So I didn't. And today he just dumped me a message in msn that he'd forgotten the gloves, without any replies whatsoever. I'm very angry.. like real he'd forgotten.. he didn't intend to take for me in the first place!! He's such a bitch, a desperado and a loser! (Sorry I'm just mad) And he's still think he's all that great and clever (please, even though he's always been in the top schools, I don't think he's better than me! He only knows how to memorise! Nerd!) And please, just by the fact that no girls have accepted him before, doesn't it show that he's a loser?

I was so mad that I went to my friend to complain about this yesterday, tell her what kind of lousy guy he is and asking her never to accept him. And she was like, if we both can't stand him, why are we still hanging out with him in class. She asked me to come early tomorrow again and grab his seat so that he won't sit with us. You can be damn sure I'll rush down to class super early tomorrow!! I don't mind being the bad guy, if that's how he treats me, I'm going to treat him the same. I don't know if he's getting back at me for refusing to go out with him during the holidays. But he's not being a gentleman at all, if a guy is interested in a girl, he will treat her friends nicely so that they will help him put a good word. But he's the total opposite man, he has been thinking I'm interfering with them and he has been trying to brush me aside!!

Oh please, judging by my friend's cold attitute towards him, which include blocking him on msn, replying very slow, not replying to his text messages, not going out with him, would he still think he stands a chance? But I have to admit, my friend is much more nicer than me, she will never put him down or be mean to him, that's why he probably thinks he has a chance, but fat hope!

I'll go super early to every lectures from now on, unless he's such a f***king loser than he comes like half an hour earlier just to make sure he sits with her, not me. I'll never do any favours for him again, like lending him my notes, printing notes for him. I'll never go for lunch or dinner with him. I really regret not scolding him on msn yesterday, should I go scold him now, maybe I would, I'm pissed off enough.

Don't mess with me, I can be very bitchy too.. meow~~