So this is it....here lies our future...
Gone were the days when we would be happily running around making silly faces...hopping around*though i am still very much a kid at 22 cough cough*
What would the outcome be?Would our dreams come through, or would they be but a mere spec high above...unreachable...a gaze to the distance?
Now that it's a new beginning of lives without financial support from family....the true meaning of standing on one's own two feet...
Financial woes....of budgeting, planning for the future...
down payments soon to come....families to support along the way sometime in the future...
An unexplainable emotion....a mixture of excitement tied down by a looming fear....
Honestly blubbie, I have mix feelings....I hate to admit it but I was quite happy when you could accept my decision on postponing our plans for our ventures and in being housmies again to a mere 4 years compared to the 2 years planned ahead..
Reason being is I am not sure what I truly want to do yet...as in living here to earn more first so that we could have enough to work our plans around with...
Or give in to homesickness...and return in less than 3 years....
So is growing up all about making decisions?
Four years...and I'll be back=)...back to my roots...
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Ahh yes.. growing up, in fact, life is all about making decisions. But I always believe life is not about how well you make a decision, rather, it's about how well you live with your decision =)
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