Happy Happy

Blubbie......

I finally talked to JR again after one year since she left US.....So happy can......i thought she was mad at me and wasn't going to talk to me for lifeT__________T...apparently she thought i was the one mad at her hohohoho.......

so errr it's high time i divorce you again and marry her....ahahaha=x cough cough...just kidding...

I wish she was still here though but i guess maybe her decision to start all over again back home could work out better for her...but i miss having her aroundT___________T....I am dying of boredom living a hermit life....cough yes la i super lazy to go out one cough cough

So we talked and catched up on everything we missed out on in life and what nots one year back...

I'm hoping I'll see her soon....maybe in a couple of years....at least she hugs me okay not like you everytime i demand for a hug....have to end up pleading after getting kicked non stop....

Ya...won't be updating the food blog for sometime okay cause all i've been eating is err......instant food(don't tell my mother......she always remind me to eat every few hours because she's scared i might get gastric)

Yala...somemore my mumsie will come chat with me at random hours to see if i got sleep or notT_______________________T....i so wanted to talk to her but have to pretend i'm not online so that she won't scold me for burning the midnight oil every night....haiz what to do.....i'm the tong sampah of the group..everything thrown in my way also i won't say no cause my grades will be in jeopardy...

Yay and weekend is coming and I am going to watch Avenue Q tomorrow with my friend....so excited i've been wanting to watch it long ago but never had the chance.

Anyway gotta go my contact is being irritable and it's almost five and I haven't had lunch..=(

Chicago

Too many sad post....so resolution....for each sad post must make a happy post...

Chicago was fun......it definitely gave me the break i needed...making friends along the way...walked dunno how many miles enough to allow me to be a glutton haha...

Went to chinatown with a german couple Anna and don't remember her boyfriend's name..he's french sorry...showed them around chinatown and eventually qent to Penang for malaysian food...hoho....was fun...the hostel room i stayed in was 4 german girls,all in the states to be au pairs....and angelica from California whom i eventually hung out with=)

Not many pictures la.....sad part is everything closes by 8leh!!!I forgot as I first thought eh maybe cause it's earth hour...but not la.....haiz....i walked from wabash ave to michigan ave and only thing opened were fast foodT_Tsianz.....so i walked back to this thai restaurant and the lady who served me went "you again" cause i was there for lunch...hhaha....what to do la....

And of course i never fail to lose my sense of directionT___________T.....i was looking for the tram to navy pier, yet instead I got lost and somehow managed to walk all the way there in 1.5 hoursT____________________T

Turn back time.....

Remember how we were talking on msn about it.....

Somehow i wish this was possible,to undo all the misery i've cause, to undo all wrongs....to make things better somehow=(

There's so much i wish i could undo...but i guess there never will be the chance seeing that i've taken things for granted...

Looking back, there's so much i could have done to be a better person...but it's too late to even think about it anymore...

Maybe it's been months of babbling cause i really fear bout the last few months of studies.....i really can't fail to pass everythingT_T.....what am I going to do.....how many years of school has it been seeing that i decided to changes things....

I've let down too many people in the past....

I've also realized that I'm exactly the kind of person who keeps to herself if i ever need help or get into trouble...

People think it's silly and stupid but they fail to understand that my logic is that if I get myself into trouble, it's bad enough to put myself into misery so much so that i should not drag anyone down with me. I look at it in such that I know i've disappointed myself so much...i couldn't bear to look anyone in the eyes and see the pain and disappointment they are bound to show.


It's true that no man's an island....but I have faith in myself each time I have to get out of unwanted situations....eventually I will even though it may not be the most ideal method, I know I want to correct things bad enough that I'll research through matters to find methods to resolve things...

So I guess funnily enough, without much realization, I'm a lot more independent that I give myself credit for...

Oink Oink

I can hear my neighbour snoring away=x....and the apartment is double walled...so could it be:

1.she's super tired every night
2.i have superb hearing......wah and maybe i'm like a superhero or something.....what should i call myself.....faster faster...think think....err let's see wall crawling=spiderman,night person=batman,many powers=superman...so i should be.......errrr.....i should be bat girl okay stupid batman....i mean bat cannot see right they rely on hearing!!!!he should have been owl man but i think that was taken by keluang man...don't ask me i didn't follow that series...never mind i shall be horton hears a who girl....why so out of topic one....sianz
3.haiyah maybe my sofa next to the wall so all the better to hear her snore=_______=

Ehh.....snoring got rhythm one ah=x

The ho ho cincailah give in to eastside girl post

See la see la...mean girl.....T_T she proclaims she won't befriend me anymore because i tipu her by posting an illustration of me instead so here la here la..close enough to be counted as picture as it's my hair when it was shorter...now 3 months later super long liao need haircut....


and this is your favorite bear of all time..my basil who wouldn't mind a hug....hohoho=x



don't pretend i know you miss him so....

Nah nah Westside girl picture

Sexy hor...must still love me la=x

stupid country bumpkin fashion post

Blubbs... I thought we started this blog because we wanted to show each other what we're wearing everyday.. In the end we didn't post.. hahaaa... so let me be the first >_< My pariah pasar malam fashion sense (according to someone *cough* you know who)

This is what I wore to school yesterday


This is what I wore today.. my fav pair of Jeans.. haha.. not from Giant la

Why am I so thin T____T

that girl

that girl

she walks down the street
with her head down
and you asked
why so shy my dear
but all she could do
was smile a little
as she slowly fades
into the winding road

that girl

she sits by the lake
both feet up
her arms curled around her knees
as she looks into space
and you asked
why so gloom my dear
and she looks up
with a little smile on her face

that girl

she is just an ordinary girl
with dreams and hopes that shines so bright
they glimmer upon her thoughts
for she knows
nothing can bring her down for she's

that girl.

Weehee.. new phone

Weehee... finally I got a new phone that belongs to me after like so many years~!!(my previous phone is passed down to me by my brother, my last original self-owned phone is the lousy bulky seriously outdated 7250i I used in college =_=)

Unloved teddy says hi..


Bunny says hi...


Bunny thinks u're smelly lolz

Wish Upon A Star....

Eh okay la okay la...why east side girl so garangT_T...so cham...sorry la sorry la...east side girl is very nice very sweet*cough mean cough*....hohooohooo

Haiz..working all weekend cause everyone else wants to attend international food fest and i super tak patriotic la=x....eh eh...instead of spending money i'm earning money okay!!!!

So weather has been great..hoho..can't believe i am rejoicing for hot weather..since when la....actually it's cause then i won't have to worry bout driving in horrible weather and i can wear dresses and skirts!!!!so happy okay!!!!

Funny how we were talking about our err ex crushes la.....it's as though we needed a closure....to seal the book up and let it all be put aside...doesn't seem that way yet but I'm sure the day will come right=)...we err just have to pretend they aren't cute, aren't nice, err actually super evil one=x...hohoho...how come i still don't feel any better laT_T

Suddenly so cold in the office....2 more hours to midnight when my shift ends..hehe....

So since I am done with homework*cough project belum buat cough cough* I'm here bloggingT_T.....

Oh and I talked to you know who la after err 4 months and he's as mean as youT______________________________T....when i say you won't hug me but kick me instead he says he agrees with youT____________________T why liddat you tell me why why why...all mean mean mean....but understandable la...only one person can be nice*cough ME cough*....

okay la..got patron..got to go...

west side girl

what la what.. don't be fooled by the west side girl's post..

She's 10x more evil than me lor... everytime ask me some question and then standby with baseball bat behind her... then so xiao qi... every tiny little matter ask for divorce.. one day ask for divorce for like 100 times.. so fan rite... then everytime when i agree come and plead me to take her back.. waste my resources only.. in the end i have to photocopy 3000 copies of divorce papers and have to hire a special lawyer just to handle our divorce cases.. sigh

And who's the unloyal one here.. everytime go for shaowei, jay chou and some guys she tinks are cute (but actually not at all) such as matt damon.. and some gay chinese popstar =X sigh.. her taste is really err unique.. one of a kind..

Call me klutzie some more.. she 10x more klutzie than me lor.. nicknamed wee the clown pula.. got so many funny incidents such as hugging people's legs when she falls down wahahahhaha.... trying to imitate some soot girl when typing email.... tinking boomerang is billabong (ahahahahahahaaaa) See la so funny... if you wanna get the laugh of the day go add her on msn =X

Then she oso very bad.. always say wanna post pics for herself but in the end nv post.. so in the end.. this blog all filled with my sexy pics only.. such as below.. sighs..



Nothing much laa.. just want to show off my teeth (did it get straighter?), my so blue braces.. and my messy overgrown hair.. need a haircut soon.. and I love my friend's phone.. the camera like so much better than my phone.. how ahh how.. snatch it from him..

Lala siao siao.....

Hohoho...since it's safe to assume to nobody reads this blog........let me describe one half of the blog owner...the Eastside Girl...

Haiz...where do I start.....

Let's just do a number thing than:

1. She's super evilT_T....trust me on this...T______________________T....super super kenevil, and mean.....why liddat la you tell me.....she's evil cause errr.....she wouldn't hug me onlineT_T...everytime i go hugga hugga? you know what she replies KICKGA!!!!!seee la seee la where got people liddat one you tell me....

2. Errr mean to animals...hohoho....don't think I dunno okay jean.....your blackie got lost in the drain...ahahahahaha=x....ahahaahahhaa=x....so funny when you told me.......see la simply let doggie run around....then don't forget power bunnyT_T...this girl is so evil...she bought bunny hay or something and expired one because big bag for 50% off...see la so mean..then proceeded to leave bunny in dorm while she crosses the bridge to go home to punish bunny why...because bunny bit her slipper or something...why so mean la you....

3. Lack loyalty can.........while i'm away in another country you go affair left right=x...how can how can.....don't pretend hor...i saw on friendster msgs like honey la..darlin la.....grrrrrr.....not like i jealous la*cough cough*....see la..then somemore dare tell me she wants kawaii japanese mistress because so cuteT_____________T

4. Prejudice also....=x....don't pretend la...worst than any chavounistic man on earth....everyday tell me no +/- on my weight one kg also cannot else divorce me...seeeeeee la.....seeeee la....so evil i think i just broke my heartT_T

5. Always teasing me...I'M OLDER LA.......by 7 months okay!!!!!that's like one year liao when rounded up.....and and everyday so mean..tease meT_T....ask her don't remember some things i tell her she die die also must recall then pretend to bring it up then say where got la....i was talking about something else....dunno why liddat one....

AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL.....

okay la..she's my soulmateT____________________T and the best one ever....for she's really smart,kind KLUTZY but it's okay I still likie you.....and above all....can tolerate me and my nonsense everyday onlineT_______________________T

So happy nothing day......remember to miss me tons.......buy me ice cream.......and let me go find new eye candy...bai bai=x

OOOH...and

hugggga hugggga uggga huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuga me.....

klutz no. 2

Blubbie slept 1 hour the day before yesterday.
Blubbie left handphone at house.
Blubbie fell into longkang (like Blackie). Worst scratches of her life.
Blubbie forgot her laptop in the classroom.
Sigh. All because someone passed the disease to me =P


Blubbie's hairy leg and sexy scratches. You don't want to see what's under the bandages huhu T_T

...

or Life Too Short...


Happy thoughts runs through my mind when I see a cute 60 year old couple strolling on the road
hand in hand...smiling to each other...as though time freezes and all they see is each other..

I guess there's just so many kinds of different achievements in life....everyone runs to
catch up with the first which is a career...then when that's in the bag, people yearn for
companionship....and the lucky ones find someone who sticks with them through thick and thin
for years to come...

Then happy thoughts mellows when you get in your car on your way driving home....and you hear
the sirens blasting through the air....as you stop the drive to pull aside,does it ever run
through your head that:

For each siren that sounds,it comes along with fear,pain,sorrow...

Not for us who drives along....but for the person the siren is sounding for....

That someone could be in pain......and fearing for their lives...while a loved one is

in sorrow for fear or worries running through their minds as help is on the way...

Or that someone out there is fearful....of losing something.....as a fire blazes through...

there's so much in life that we've taken for granted...

I know I have....what about you?

So it's not a generic message when you hear people reminding you each and every day

to take the time to tell your loves ones you care....

to take the effort, to make someone's day as when a smiles broadens upon the person's face,

inevitably, it makes you happier right there and then...

I know I can't take back any misery I've caused...

But I can make a change...

For life's too short...

And each day is precious as you make it...

People may come and go...

But memories linger on for life...

For life's too short...

To make misery a friend....

As crying over spilt milk...

Is a fruitless effort....

Best left undone....

Klutz Daily

Ya....feeling so wuliao might as well come let me tell the story on why i am a big klutz

1. I can fall with grace okay......my first semester in university, i had to fall flat.Why la.....i have not the slightest hint seeing that i actually reached the ground after walking down the stairs in campus when i just suddenly fall to my kneesT_________T worst part was when i fell, my reflex system decided to come into action and i had my arms wrapped around some guy's legs in front of meT____________________________T.....it looked as if i was pleading/proposing to himT___________________________________T...worst part was i wouldn't have minded if my stupid TA wouldn't have shouted my name asking me if i was okay and it was rush hour okay when everyone was waiting for the bus to go back to main campus....and i clinged on to his legs because my hands won't let goT_____________T

2. I wasn't wearing my specs while waiting for my dad to bring me back from tuition that i assumed the car was my dad's because it was the same model and opened the door to stare into someone else's parents shocked faceT_____________________T